hye

so umm its 3 in the morning and im on my blog trying to write something cool i guess

ahaha so i actually got 2 days school break which is on monday and tuesday

so yeah, i went to the library with da whole gang on tuesday bcs bored

me and le sissy walked to the restaurant maybe ahaha right next to the library

you know what i saw? 

my heart stopped beating for a sec and i literally died

it was helmi guys,

my boo 

he was wearing this purple shirt that looks lek the one that i wore in my twitter icon uhm

idk, i kinda got this anxiety attack and emotionally unstable ugh

at that moment, i rly feel lek burying my face into abg syafiq's chest and burst into tears

we walked into the library and guess what guiisee

im always the one who got left behind

as always tho

i sat at the same table as my sissy, abg syafiq and abg hafiz

but then, my sissy went to helmi's group table and sat with em

how fucking amazing was dat huh

it really broke my heart to small pieces i cried

well i should stop thinking bout helmi, its not a rly big fuss hmm

oun took a seat next to me

idk what was i thinking at that time

everything seems to be so annoying and not amazing at all

but then, oun and abg syafiq started quarelling about who's da gangsta and who's not

i cracked up and couldnt help myself but laughed

everyone were so happy i can tell but not me

but but but, dem boys they made me laugh, they're da bomb dot com

i have a rly brutal skull key pendant on my pencil case zipper

they took it and just threw it around 

now, i cant find it anymore

mybe its still at the library ahahaha

but ummmm, do you guisee think helmi hate me bcs the way he looked at me

is he trying to hide something or its just me

i didnt see sparkles in his beautiful eyes but um i felt butterflies in my stomach 

does that even make any fucking sense lol

umm kbye shower of cunts
ahaha jk
i lebiu 

hye

so umm its 3 in the morning and im on my blog trying to write something cool i guess

ahaha so i actually got 2 days school break which is on monday and tuesday

so yeah, i went to the library with da whole gang on tuesday bcs bored

me and le sissy walked to the restaurant maybe ahaha right next to the library

you know what i saw? 

my heart stopped beating for a sec and i literally died

it was helmi guys,

my boo 

he was wearing this purple shirt that looks lek the one that i wore in my twitter icon uhm

idk, i kinda got this anxiety attack and emotionally unstable ugh

at that moment, i rly feel lek burying my face into abg syafiq's chest and burst into tears

we walked into the library and guess what guiisee

im always the one who got left behind

as always tho

i sat at the same table as my sissy, abg syafiq and abg hafiz

but then, my sissy went to helmi's group table and sat with em

how fucking amazing was dat huh

it really broke my heart to small pieces i cried

well i should stop thinking bout helmi, its not a rly big fuss hmm

oun took a seat next to me

idk what was i thinking at that time

everything seems to be so annoying and not amazing at all

but then, oun and abg syafiq started quarelling about who's da gangsta and who's not

i cracked up and couldnt help myself but laughed

everyone were so happy i can tell but not me

but but but, dem boys they made me laugh, they're da bomb dot com

i have a rly brutal skull key pendant on my pencil case zipper

they took it and just threw it around 

now, i cant find it anymore

mybe its still at the library ahahaha

but ummmm, do you guisee think helmi hate me bcs the way he looked at me

is he trying to hide something or its just me

i didnt see sparkles in his beautiful eyes but um i felt butterflies in my stomach 

does that even make any fucking sense lol

umm kbye shower of cunts
ahaha jk
i lebiu