if a boy talks to me for even just two days,

and then on the third day stop talking to me,

i will get upset

thats how easily i get attached to people

it sucks because i have high expectations,

and i usually get dissapointed

its no ones fault but my own,

but i cant help it

i really just want someone to stick around in my life

and for them to be permanent

bcs lately,

it doesnt seem like anyone in my life stays ;

they all end up leaving at some point

i just wish i had a clique of friends

so maybe i could feel like i was a part of something

or felt as if i had friends

i spend most nights laying in bed,

crying

i just want to feel like i matter to someone 

and like someone wants me in their life

as much as i want them in mine

                                                                                                        

if a boy talks to me for even just two days,

and then on the third day stop talking to me,

i will get upset

thats how easily i get attached to people

it sucks because i have high expectations,

and i usually get dissapointed

its no ones fault but my own,

but i cant help it

i really just want someone to stick around in my life

and for them to be permanent

bcs lately,

it doesnt seem like anyone in my life stays ;

they all end up leaving at some point

i just wish i had a clique of friends

so maybe i could feel like i was a part of something

or felt as if i had friends

i spend most nights laying in bed,

crying

i just want to feel like i matter to someone 

and like someone wants me in their life

as much as i want them in mine