im sorry if i lied to you
when you asked me if i was okay
im sorry if i lied to you
when you pointed out the scars my hands
im sorry if i put the blame on the cat
it wasnt the cat
and as a point of fact, i dont own a cat
im sorry if i lied to you
about where i've been or what i've been doing

i've been in my bed,
wishing someone would take a good care of me someday
i just assume people dont actually want to hear
my stories

im sorry if i annoy you alot lately
i dont really understand how to stick with people ;
when im too sad to even put up the courage to my ownself
im sorry if i dont answer to your text messages
im sorry if i suddenly starting to distance myself from you
without no explaination
its bcs i cant fucking breathe sometimes
and too much of me wonders if you arent better off
without my endless harassment

im sorry if i left you even if you still sees me everyday
if you watch the lights die in my eyes,
and my smile fade away

im sorry if i lied to you
when you asked me if i was okay
im sorry if i lied to you
when you pointed out the scars my hands
im sorry if i put the blame on the cat
it wasnt the cat
and as a point of fact, i dont own a cat
im sorry if i lied to you
about where i've been or what i've been doing

i've been in my bed,
wishing someone would take a good care of me someday
i just assume people dont actually want to hear
my stories

im sorry if i annoy you alot lately
i dont really understand how to stick with people ;
when im too sad to even put up the courage to my ownself
im sorry if i dont answer to your text messages
im sorry if i suddenly starting to distance myself from you
without no explaination
its bcs i cant fucking breathe sometimes
and too much of me wonders if you arent better off
without my endless harassment

im sorry if i left you even if you still sees me everyday
if you watch the lights die in my eyes,
and my smile fade away

you planted roses in my heart, daisies in my mind, lillies in my eyes and left all of them to die --


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