21:58
you're not the one i want
but you're the one i need
i thought that i had you
why did you leave me
you were perfect
you made me feel worth it
then you left me
and i felt my heart swell
how could you even do that
the fact that i'll never know the answer
but im totally certain
the pain continues to grow
i allowed your access;
to my already broken sad heart
you fixed it all up
then you ripped it apart
you left me all alone
in the cold dark night
to fight for myself
without any light
i wish i could fucking tell you
to help make you feel;
all the hurt that you caused me
its unwilling to heal
you were my everything
my whole entire world
you were amazing
your sweet talks made my head whirl
i wish i could tell you
how happy i was
but you already left me
and you told me to not disturb you again
but now i can see you
for who you truly are
im leaving now and away
just flowing with the bullshits
you said you'd never leave me
you said you'd be there with me
but you lied
i was so stupid that i believed
and i now i feel like im a dumbass;
being fooled by the damn hot lovely guy
so this is where we ended i guess
all bcs of you asked me to
i dont want to leave you
i'd never leave you
but i need you to know the pain
you graced upon my heart
was nothing at all compared to;
how i feel when we're apart
i miss you x